update - 11/08/2007
Today, Catherine moved her last stash of stuff over to her new apartment, at last, it is final...Sad to think that there is no sight of her returning fr work every night at 10pm!!! Maybe, she will never come to see me again....(I don't know abt her, but I am going to miss her, as I always like company, fr now on, whenever Andrew goes to work, I am actually 'alone' in this big house, all by myself !!) They started moving immediately Andrew came back fr work. I felt really sad & somehow, tears rolled down my cheek w-out reason, guess, all the 'dreadful events' that had happened for the past 10 yrs of living together still lingered in me deeply...
The good & the bad, they r alll over now, but seeing us Not talking & go separate way after being relative & living together for 10 long years....make no sense at all & they really hurts!! The worse thing is, despite not talking, ignoring, avoiding me, she still care in her own way. I am still finding it hard to understand & comprehand what is actually in her heart & mind... I wish she is one who can & will share, but that definately is not her...She keeps everything tightly inside the little world of her, where nobody can intrude, explore or penetrate into!!
All these while, I guess Andrew is taking the hardest hit in his heart, it was really very difficult for him, being in between us, wife & sister!!
So, now that she is living on her own, which she had been wanting to. It is the solution for the constant conflict & misunderstanding, esp between us, the 2 ladies... I am sure she will be happier w her own freedom in her own place. I only wish that one day, I can & will be able to see & visit her in her new apartment....Afterall, we r relative. I hope that someday, we will be back to where we first begin....
I will continue to pary for her everyday, may God lead & guide her in everything that she does, keep her safe & healthy, most of her, provide her with happiness, thankfulness, peace, Joy, love & contentment in life....
I was wheezing, coughing & unable to sleep for few days, so I decided to go to ER for emergency tx.. Was admitted for observation & respiratory tx & given Ab, felt much better & was discharged the next day, the 9th of Nov....Thank God for healing me !!








update
12/03/2007 Today is my BD.... We hv a simple celebration, went for a Braodway show w dinner included. Andrew invited a collegue of his, Fay Smith to join us cos' she has the same BD as me!! She was really touched & surprised when Andrew invited her s
times ago & I learned about it only recently... It is a surprised!!
We had a great time, Fay is fr Jamaica, no boy friend yet, so she was thrillled to be in our company... She is very tall, 6'2", wow!! A very sweet, pleasant & courteous young lady (we look like a migit in front of her hi...hi......) Kept thanking us & she surprised me by giving me a gift, a big bouquet of skin care products. Very thoughtful of her...The show, dancing spectacular was entertaining & the dinner was good too, delious & yummy!!